sunday is gloomy !
my hours are slumberless.
dearest,the shadows i live with are numberless.
little white flowers will never awaken u.
not where the black coach of sorrow has taken u.
angels have no thought of ever returning u..
would they be angry if i thought of joining u ?
gloomy sunday !
with shadows i spend it all.
my heart i have decided 2 end it all.
soon therell be flowers prayers.
that are sad i know.
let them not weep
let them know that im glad 2 go.
death is no dream.
for in death im caressing u.
with the last breath of my soul.
ill be blessing u.
dreaming !
i was only dreaming
i wake i find.
u asleep in the deep of my heart !
dear !
darling,i hope that my dream never haunted u
my heart is telling u.
how much i wanted u”