烛火静静地燃著，偶尔极轻微的“噼啪”一声，溅起一点细小的星火，旋即又归於无声。
书房里再无人语。
卓鹤卿突然站起身，绕过宽大的书案，踱步至书房最內侧的一排书柜。
他略略俯身，指尖在书脊上轻轻掠过，带著一种审阅卷宗时不常有的温和与斟酌，挑出了两本。
他思虑片刻，又踱步至最前排的书柜中挑出一本，將三本书一起递给沈月疏。
烛光映照下，封皮上的字跡清晰可见：一本是精装的《洗冤集录》，一本是厚重的《太平广记》，还有一册稍旧些的《酉阳杂俎》。
“前面几个书柜的书都有些晦涩，这最后一柜的书倒是可以消遣解闷。我在这本《洗冤集录》的有些地方还做了批註，你可以试著看看。”卓鹤卿的声音难得的平稳温和。
沈月疏伸手接过书卷，指尖触到纸页的瞬间，不由得愣了愣神。但她很快回过神来，唇边漾开一抹浅淡的笑意，轻声道了句“多谢”。
恍惚间，竟觉得眼前人依稀重叠了雪天里那个身影——彼时那人端坐於车輦中，伸手將狼狈的她扶上车的模样，清晰的仿佛就发生在昨日。
“这件衣裳以后不要穿了。”卓鹤卿的目光落在沈月疏的月白綾子袄上，烛火映照下透出些青瓷釉色来，偏是这素净的顏色反衬得她颈间瓔珞灿若流霞，整个人宛若仙子。
但这件袄子的袖口处用银线绣著半弯新月，而那日在山岳楼，程怀瑾穿了一件月白色的锦袍，袖口处绣著同样的月纹，只是用了素灰丝线，倒像是把她的新月映在了深潭里。
两个人若是站在一处，她袖口的银月正映著他袖口的灰月，一明一暗，倒比那戏文里的“日月同辉“更相配些。
那自己是谁？该站在哪里？
“嗯？不好看吗？”沈月疏猛地睁大了双眼，从温柔乡里瞬间醒来，这是先给颗甜枣再打一巴掌吗？
沈月疏差点喷出一口老血。
这件袄子可是用的软烟罗，很贵的，自己在沈家攒了好久才买的这块料子。还有这绣工、这顏色、这款式，哪哪都找不到一丝瑕疵。
卓鹤卿果真是俗不可医。大福茶楼的名字一定是他取的。
“不好看。”卓鹤卿没想到她问题那么多，沉默了一会儿，斩钉截铁。
这句话自己说得很违心，这衣裳衬得她肌肤胜雪，眉目如画。
可是看到这衣裳自己就会想到穿著月白色锦袍的程怀瑾，自己的衣裳都是些青、烟墨、结绿、群青色，和程怀瑾站在一起，莫说其他，单是这衣裳的顏色就能瞧出来自己比他年长几岁。
一念及此，卓鹤卿心底便忍不住窜起几分无名火。
年岁与身份早已將他束在了这端稳持重的顏色里，再不容他沾染半分少年意气。这般下去，只怕他永远都要显得比他……比他们，都更沧桑几分。
他原想叫她往后都別再穿月白，话至唇边却又自觉荒唐——这般要求，未免太过蛮横无理。终究难以启齿。更何况，这清浅顏色衬得她肌骨如玉、气质出尘，实在与她相得益彰。
他心下踌躇，只得退而求其次，只是不许她再穿这一件。
“好吧。只是——”。沈月疏本想说“只是这衣服了好多银子”，但又很快抿了嘴，生生咽下后半句。
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